I once beg for someone to stay, to choose me again, to give ‘us’ another chance, one last try. Because maybe by that time everything will be back to the way things used to be. Because I thought maybe that time I could be the version he wants me to be, that maybe that time, he will change his mind and realize that I was really the one for him.
Really time conceals, because then I realized that, yes, I once beg for someone to stay and not leave me, but the thing that is for sure now is that I will never do those things again. Never. I realized that it is not even my worth. My worth is way more than that. No one should beg for someone’s love. If someone wants to get out of your life, hold the door wide open for them. It will cause you pain yes, but it’s even painful to let yourself caught up to something you know you can be better without. They don’t deserve a heart as pure as yours. In fact, you lost someone who doesn’t realize what he had when he has you, by that, you lost someone who doesn’t value you. And that is actually a gain for you.
We are define by different personalities that we have. You don’t change for a person to love you. You let them love you for who you really are. If there is an instance that you actually want to change, do it for yourself, to be a better version of you, not for other people.